Broken Forever

Yes I can not forget you like this,
I see my heart crying in its every next crumb.
To love you is not that easy,
I always feel helpless and numb.

Imagining you with someone else,
That feeling makes me fall apart.
To love you means hating my destiny,
I am failing to convince my heart.

In every other quote and poetry,
I see myself shattering in tears.
To love you means to live with this void,
My nights are sleepless and full of fears.

I am tired of searching for you,
I am tired of this suffocating pain.
To love you means making my soul lifeless,
I am afraid of losing myself again.

My days are haunting me,
I am on a war with emptiness.
To love you means walking alone,
I am unable to express.

Whenever I look at the sky,
I just think of the old days.
To love you means staring at the moon,
And my playlist that I chase.

I wish I could just rewind,
And would not look back ever.
The worst condition to love you is,
Ah! To stay broken forever.