I could

I could dream of you forever,

But it wouldn't put me beside you.

I could call your name on end,

But you'll never hear me.

I could ask a million questions,

But I'll never get the answer I want.

I could write a hundred poems,

But you would still never understand.

I could have said it before it was time to leave,

But I said it in a little note.

I could try to forget what I feel,

But I've pushed too much out already.

I could lie to myself,

But lying exhausts the soul.

I could give up on you,

But too much of me still loves you.