Just Come To My Grave

 I know sometimes I get mad,                                                                                                                         I know it is called a daydream.                                                                                                                     I know you are not listening to me,                                                                                                               No matter how loud I scream. 

My heart is not ready to accept
Your memories are haunting my soul
To keep you alive in my every part
I killed myself as a whole

I never asked too much
Just craved for your presence
So many people around
Yet I just focus on your absence

I know we are not meant to be together
But I still miss you everyday
Leaving was never allowed you said
But unexpectedly you didn't stay

I thought I'll be okay someday
I forgot that a part in me died
I did every possible thing to not think of you
Till the end I tried,till the end I cried

You made me a writer,you made me a reader
You made me happy,you made me sad
Now I am all alone on this way of darkness
You were all I had

The day I leave forever
I know for you things will be the same
Just come to my grave and write your initials
So what if I can not live with you here,atleast I can die hugging your name.